Sky is my only hope .

Stabbed.

2011-11-05T00:50:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!
I bet all of you should be relaxing and starting to enjoy your holiday!
Hope you all treasure your time and make use of it especially for this year Sec 3.
Next year is our show, O LEVEL!
And my teacher kept on telling us to study instead of playing during this coming Dec holiday.
I took it seriously that i will force myself to study no matter what.
But right now, i am quite disappointed with my EOY results.
One word for it, suckish.
My overall is okay but English really pull me hard that i failed my overall result.
Is like, really shocked me and i can't believe that i am the bottom few in my class.
I almost wanted to cry and just break down.
But i told myself, breaking down is not the solution.
Right now, i should brush up on my English and my humanities.
To get into JC or Poly.
And into my dream course! :D
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Been an NCO is not an easy job.
When i first receive this position, being a Sec 3 Level head and 3rd IC for NHT,
I thought it is a very very easy job as Sec 3, there is nothing for me to handle and NHT,
I can slack what since i am the 3rd IC.
But i was wrong, totally wrong.
Right now, my sec 3 level, attendance is not up to standard.
Who to blame?
Me.
Right now, NHT trail's proposal is not well done.
Who to blame?
Me.
Right now, my cadets failed RCK Gold and got scolded by VI.
Who to blame?
Me.
Everything is my fault right now.
The feeling and stress is really killing me.
And worse thing was, no one know it and i am handling it myself.
I am not saying that i need someone to support me but i just can't do it alone.
I need people for support and motivation to carry on.
But right now, NO ONE is helping me.
I fell down, no one is lending me the helping hand to help me carry on.
No one.
The feeling right now is really suckish.
I am not blaming anyone, but hey!
Is not that i am the only one doing this shit right?!
What the point of teacher pick you to being an NCO?
For fun?!
They pick you because they believe in you that you can lead the team into greater heights.
But right now, the way you treating me,
Really not suitable being an NCO. NOT AT ALL.
You should know who i am talking about.
What you think was to have fun and have the frame and having me to do the "backstage" work.
I even squeeze out my precious time to study and go out just for this shitty proposal.
But yet, no one appreciate this crap i done.
I can just don't care, i can just go out and have fun and leave this shit to you to do.
But i still care about this team that why i did that.
Right now, i am in this shit situation that i will be scolded by VI because of my carelessness.
You know how suckish and shitty am i ?
Damn man, i really feel like asking the teacher to just give me this proposal for me to do , on my own.
You all had made me do this. If you try to blow me up or anything,
I promise that i will just tell the teacher that all these while, I am the one who doing this and i will take all the credits for MYSELF.
Yes, MYSELF.
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Today, i had a lot of fun. Cooking Competition.
Though i didn't help much except in washing and chopping ingredients, but
I like the way we work with each other.
Though we were lacking behind, but when we just believe in ourselves that we can do it,
We really can do it! ^^
The food we made was nice and the others too!
We also shared our crazy moments with each other like have a VS between the teacher see who can do the most delicious egg ever.
But end of the day, we enjoyed ourselves and really bond us up together as a class :)
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Hehe, i know is kinda naggy but who care?
This is my blog, if you want to read, you are welcome but if you are not, you should know what to do *:)
I don't know whether i should do that or not.
It may impact the way you think of me and the way i treat you.
This is really frustrating .
And i knew that you wouldn't really care or you just ignore me.
But i have a wish.
That wish is to confess to you, face to face.
But right now, i don't even dare to take the first step towards you.

Kays, going to turn in, tireeeeeeeed. ~.~
Byes peeps and HAVE A GOOD DECEMBER HOLIDAYS! :)

Jazzz.

2011-10-03T17:07:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!
Sorry for not posting any updates these few months as the critical event is coming...
EOY!
Yeah, the worst time of the year.
I bet a lot of people had started revising and making their own notes.
But for me, i am just slacking and revising at the same time.
Ended up, nothing goes into my brain):
But finally, i got my motivation back and i am back on track again :)
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Recently, i did not know why but i think people started picking on me.
Why i would say that? Oh well, one very good example was when i was in a library studying.
I was very urgent at that time, so i decided to excuses me from my seats and head to the toilet.
But the oddest thing was, when i came back to my seat, there was this small note on my desk saying,
"Please do not reverse seat."
Okay, at that point of time, i was dying of embarrassment because the other users was looking at me with shame.
At that point of time, i was like ,"WTF? Why would you pick on me and not the others?"
Is like, there was this girl who sat right next to me and an hour ago,
she went outside to do some stuffs.
After an hour or so, she came back and the librarian never put that stupid tag on her table.
But for my case, i just go to the toilet for about 5 minutes or so and he asking me not to reverse seat.
I felt that punching his face and told him or her to go for an eye check up or head back to nursery. Is like totally nonsensical!
I was totally fared up by that one.
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Today, i had suddenly asked my buddy, Cheryl a question.
"If you like someone, what would you do?"
And i heard some unexpected answer,
"I would don't care about it. Why should i bother if someone you like don't even bother about you. And as a man or a guy, they should be the one approaching to you and not you approaching to them"
I think, it was right.
I am wasting far more time on that guy and also losing my pride and confidence.
I bet he wouldn't even care if i am waiting for him to online or whatsoever.
But that is call love.
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Right now, beside drumming, i had another passion for instruments wise.
That is.........
BASS GUITAR!
My interest sparked off when i was watching a music video called, "In My Head" from CNBLUE.
I saw this particular guy holding a bass, rocking out his ass in the video.
I was so amazed of how he played his bass so well.
And right now, not many people know how to play bass as ...
#1, Bass Guitar is heavy.
#2, not easy to learn
#3, A lot of people interested in acoustic guitar than bass.
But what i heard from the internet and it was saying that, bass is the most important role in a band.
Bass is the one who made out the "bass" platform and creating beat for the team beside the drum.
It found it cool but the worse part of me was that my mom did not allow me to play it.
She was saying that she would like to see me putting my passion on other stuff beside playing musical instrument as she thinks learning guitar is a waste of time.
Haiz, i would knew it all along that she would think of that.
But right now, i am saving up for my bass guitar.
And also, asking my father to pay up for my bass guitar lesson fee :)
So maybe i had the chance of learning bass!
WOHO! :)
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To end this post, i would like end of with a theme song,
http://youtu.be/IwD05DEh0QU
I hope you like it :)

Lovesick

2011-08-21T20:45:00.003+08:00

HEYYO GUYS :D
Currently experiencing the worst moment of my life,
HEADACHE! >:
I guess i going to fall sick sooner or later.
Yeah and the horrible thing was,
Tomorrow is my Bio Common Test and yet i have this damn headache stuck in my head!
So damn unlucky and i think my "acing" for my bio will be impossible for me now )':
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I don't know whether is this call Love or crush?
While, i just had my freedom back but i am a girl
And a girl can easily crush on other boys.
So yeah, and i hate it cause it keep on haunting me .. ):
That the problem started, because of that, i like totally changed into a new person.
Like bitching around in class and all kind of evil stuffs.
And yeah, i felt very horrible right now after rewinding what i had done wrong during these few days.
Back to the topic, i don't know whether i should continue this "crushing" stuff or just ignore it?
Like almost everyday, i kept on thinking about this person.
It really made me crazy.
Even right now, i still thinking of him.
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Just read a book called 101 Relationship.
Kinda fun reading it just now when i was on me way back home.
Is like the author, John C Maxwell talked a lot of stuffs.
Like how to develop trust and how strong or weak hope can be.
Is kinda true and also help me a lot of stuffs like character development.
You guys should read his books. All these books will help you. Trust me. ;)
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Yesterday just went to the Gold Accreditation of Red Cross Knowledge.
Kinda fun because i can learn new stuffs and meet new friends ^^
And i think i am the one who know everything because Hadi Sir had already told me everything.
That why i am so damn confidence about my Silver.
And i am the first one to do finish the Silver Paper and the first one to pass the Silver Accreditation.
Teeehee.
(Kinda show off xP)
And yeah, i was been bullied by my dear Calista but the fact was that,
I was the one who irritated her in the first place .
Teehee, i am soo mean yo.
But i mean no harm yeah.
Sorry Calista ):

We, together, as one.

How you get me high?

2011-08-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! :D
Kinda busy these few days.
And Crazy too xP
Though is common test week.
HAHA.
Anyway, i passed MATH! WOHOOOO. :D
Kays, i am random.

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Something really broke up.
Something really happened.
Yet, i can't help out.
Felt so helpless.
Suddenly, from a positive mindset turned to negative.
The bond we have together, was unforgettable but it was gone now.
But i still don't get it, why this thing happens to us?
People started ignoring and slack off.
Where is our basic values we learned during these few years?
Where is our spirit?
Where is our teamwork?
Where had it gone to?
Now, from twenty leaders leading drop to four leaders leading the whole entire team.
What is this?
Disappointed with the others and myself of not doing a good job.
I am mixing my own personal relationship into it .
Now, this kind of thing happen?
Is it we are too linear or what?
What i can say that, this is the worst team ever.
From my views, we are the worst.
If i am hurting anyone, please accept it.
If there is a trouble, where is everyone gone to?
And if we need volunteer, no one will ever volunteer except the few of them.
Is it too stressful in ur studies or what?
If you are too stressful, what about me and the others?
Though we had a tight schedule, we still help to contribute as much as we can.
Excuses had been made over and over again.
We are already sick and tired of these excuses you guys had given us.
What i can say now, if we never start changing , no one on this earth can change us. No one.
That is all i can say.

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Currently now, i am addicted to BEAST songs.
Okay, is kinda lag cause they are already out like few years ago?
But their song like damn nice!
And their team members are damn cute ><
Okay if i gonna continue this, i will go crazy. hahahah.
Kays, i should reading on The Chrysalids now.
And i am going to ace my Bio!! :D
Hahahaha, and i gonna make it happen ^^
Byes peeps. And tag me yo! :D

Right up in my head.

2011-08-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hey, what up! :D
I didn't really what happen to me these few days.
There are a lot of overdue homework for me to do
And there a lot of exciting events coming up ^^

I don't know what really change me, but i think i had changed a lot. A lot.
I think is stress or whatever stuffs but if you compare current me and past me, a lot of differences were been made.
Like, i don't have the determination of studying and i getting more crazier. I mean the crazy was meant that i like didn't really follow the values i should be acting on and tends to get out of control.
I guess not only me realizes it, my follow friends and teachers should know it by now.
I tried to change occasionally but i just can't get back right on track.
I think i need more concentration on myself and really reflect on myself.
I really hope people around me can understand this cause i think these few days, i really did some stuffs which hurts some of my friends like breaking a promise.
That really hurts and i guess i am the one who is the troublemaker.
I also think that this kind of behavior of mine should stop and i should get down into business and really concentrate on my studies.

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I guess i should stop crapping now :P
But i just want to trash things out and make myself feel better :D
These few days, i had done quite a lot of stuff.
Like planning the Mentoring workshop with Xavier and Duncan.
Was really a good experience but i came late for the workshop and i know that i upset them a lot.
): Yeah, and i went for the NDP preview at 30 July!
Fun experience and finally, this is the only NDP performance i like the most compare to the others which i dun even know what going on :/
Saw Haslam and some of my juniors.
I was so damn proud of them ! ^^
Like so cool, imagine one of friend was in the national TV or national event.
It would be damn god awesome :D
Anyway, currently been tied down by FDC and NDP parade rehearsal.
Now, my only free time would be tuesday and common test is coming.
So, i need to study harder this time :D

Anyway, i had my new hairstyle.
Some people thinks is nice but some of them thinks is like damn funny and cool.
Hehe.
Today, a lot of people ask me
"Hey, why you cut your hair until like that?"
Quite a lot of reasons that i will cut like that,

1) I don't want my pony tail any more
It not that my pony tail is ugly or what but is kinda troublesome of me tidying a long hair because i kinda lazy to do that :P

2)Is not really comfortable.
The weather like hot nor cold, so my hair sometime will be like stick together which i hate it.

3) I want to change myself to be a better person
I hope after this haircut, i hope i can change to a better person and forget all my past i had.

Okay, after talking all these stuff.
I think i need to stop now.
Yeah, bye peeps. ^^

My Urban Adventure.

2011-06-18T19:49:00.006+08:00

HEYYO.
I am back from OOOBBBSSSS. :D
Guess what, i came back blacker! :(
Haiz, i got tan line on my finger tooo ):
Worse thing was, after the camp, i had a terrible stomachache and ended up in the toilet suffering.
While, i still did not regret for going to this camp! :D
It was totally AWESSSOOOOMMMEEE. ! :D

Though we had made it out "alive" cause of the challenges we need to face but we still had fun out of it.
That why our group name was, Shackleton.
A bit of background of the name,
Shackleton is a famous explorer who was the first man attempting going to the South Pole.
Though he made a lot of attempts to the South Pole, it still failed even the day when he died.
People called him, "He is a hero with zero achievement"
Yeah, our journey is just like his.

We went on land expenditure which we need to walk from Punggol Jetty to Pasir Ris Park with our heavy bags.
We were happy at that time because of one reason.
There are some reporters took photos of us and interviewed us! :D
Best thing was, our photos are on both papers, Lian He Zhao Bao and The Straits Time! :'D

This is one on The Strait Time :D (See me walking like dead man on the right :P)

And this is the Lian He Zhao Bao. My friend who is a national wind surfer had been interviewed! :D (My unglamneessss)

We were sooo excited about it that we almost went high about it. LOL.
But our atmosphere became cold because we went tired because of our heavy bags.
Went to Pasir Ris Park.
Did rock climbing.
After that, my nightmare came.
Horrible food and my tent almost flew away in the middle of the night ):
I swear it was my worst night ever in OBS.

During the 4th day, we depart from Pasir Ris and went to our next expenditure.
Our Sea Expenditure.
We need to kayak from Pasir Ris to Pulau Ubin in a given route.
At that time, we combine together with another group called Tenzing.
And we called ourselves, Shackezing LOL.
Me and Brandon partner up because he got experience on kayaking.
Hehe, we paddle paddle paddle.
From Pasir Ris to Punggol, we were hell tired already.
You know why?
We kept on kayak left and right, in a Z formation.
We never kayak straight.
Though our whole journey was 23KM , we like kayak 30 KM. LOL.
After my instructor, Elgene aka ChioBu told us how to kayak straight without slowing down.
We eventually catch up a bit compare to the starting of the race where we were way behind the team.
What was memorable during the expenditure was not the tiring trip , it was how crazy we went during the trip.
Pee in the sea and eating bread in the middle of the sea.
The most crazy thing was that we went high because we made fun one of our leader, Bala.
Like, Bala Bieber and Bala Black.
Me and Brandon really went high about it. :''D
After the tiring expenditure, there was a buffet during the last night.
Hehehehe, but we ended up late during our debrief and our mood really went down.
But we didn't really take it seriously and instead, we took it positively.

The last day of our camp,
We woke up early and went to do our necessary things such as clear up our store.
And we really did it in time! :D
Kekeke.
Took our cert and our photo.
The time has come to an end.
Tears flow out and we hug like there no tomorrow.
We went to our separate way and we learned some values on it.
Though is just a short 5D4N camp, i had learn a lot of things to be a leader.
And for most, i had also learn how strong can a team can be.
Though some of us have busy schedule, we still contact through Facebook or SMS.
Yeah, i surely will miss Shackleton . :(

SHACKLETON FORWARD! :D

Kays, tomorrow i going to Malaysia.
For whole weeeeek.
Man, i want to go out with the Pabos but i think i cannot make it.
While, i amm tired and i need to pack my luggage for tomorrow ):
Hehe.
Got to go peeps.
Byyyeeeee :D

High in the sky.

2011-06-10T01:09:00.007+08:00

Hey people yoooo.
Okay, i realized i never update my blog for like months :X
Oh while.
But now i just updated it :)
Hehe.
Currently been tied down by my holiday assignments ):
While, i must face the reality of homeworks ):
Anyway , i must buck up on my study. It getting bad to worse.
Though is good that i passed all my subjects, but all C's .
And my L1R5 is like shit. I can go no where.
Lucky this is just sec 3. If O's... i can just die there .
Oh while, don't talk about this.
Good news! xD
Vanessa just came back to Singapore. :D
She went to Shanghai. :D
Though i didn't really like China a lot (sorry no offense to all China people) but i think she had a great time there :D
Haha. :)

Anyway , another good news!
I think most people knew it already.
My school had just won itself a Top 10 in Uniform Groups Adventures (UGA) ! :D
Is a great achievements okay :)
Me and my other team mates almost died there when we were having this competition.
But in the end, we covered 50KM in 3 days by foot and cycling! :D
And i finally know my weakness.
MY FITNESS IS BADDDDDDDDDD ):
Ohh while. Must train on it :)
Anyway,many many thanks to all my team mates which cheered me on during the race! :D
Jianhao (Our head! )
TekChoi (Most "ON")
CaiLing(My budddddy!! ^^)
Eric(Shyyyy)
Jeffery(Slacker :P and my motivator!)
Mr Zhou (You walk, you all DIE arhhhh)
Hehe. 9 UG, 1 Movement, UGA! ♥

Together, we achieve SUCCESS.

Gonna end here :)
Yeah .
Sooo excited for OBSSSS. :)
Gonna get high at there :)
Hehe. :)

Loves Pabos and Superman :)

Stress .

2011-01-30T01:15:00.002+08:00

HEYYO guys! :D

These few weeks,

i amm sooooo busy that i can't even bother my facebook or anything.

Things just dashing into me and a lot of things happen during this whole entire month.

Sadness, happiness , stress and worst of all HOMEWORK STRESS.

Last year , there are not soo much homework and still ,

i still complained that they are giving me a lot of homeworks :/

But this year , i know what is the meaning of "Loads of homework"

Tons and tons of homework which i did not know how to accomplish it?!

Some i don't even understand what it saying .

Everyday , most likely they will give us 2-3 homeworks.

Great is it ?

And plus CCA and SLC.

It really , give me a BIG BIG headache

how to manage my time well .

But now , is okay because i starting to do some "Overnight studies"

Haiz.

And there will be no more 8.30 and 2.30 everyday .

Meetings , remedial, training and many more.

And still , homeworks to be done, powerpoint to be done.

Talking about powerpoint , i am now SUPER ANGRY with someone.

That SOMEONE , he though he was the smartest kid in the world.

And he just recently joined in my committee.

And worse of all , i need to cooperate with HIM.

HIM.

He never ever though of himself , how loser he was.

Extra and he thought he is BIG enough to do anything he wants.

If he is stress , he just pass all the work to me.

But wait , I am ALSO stress too.

He got competition , I got competition too!

He got tons of homeworks, i got tons of homework too!

So why he got the privileges to push all the work to me ?!

This is UNFAIR.

He is just using excuses to cover himself .

He is just lazy .

You know what he say ,

"Ohh my computer dunno what happen .. "

And you know what ?

After the meeting , he went online straight -.-

Fooker right? -'-

*Ass*

And what , he say ,

"I need energy for competition dunno what.... "

Please, redcross need energy too for carry real life PEOPLE.

I also need to rest.

So freaking angry with that loser.

I want him to get out of the committee.

No.. He should get out of the FAMILY.

Arghhh . So angry.

I dunno why teacher choose him for what sia.

I really HATE HIM TO THE FXCKING CORE.

While back to the topic,

STRESS YEAR . 2011 .

But while , i need to face the reality .

Just face it with pride and confidence.

Must get out from that STRESSFUL STORM of mine :)

So bye guys! :D

Anyway , watch Kevjumbas' videos!

You can find his videos @ Youtube.

So teehee. Enjoy his videos! :D

Asian people rocks!

You made me lost in the storm .

2011-01-11T06:17:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!
Sorry that I didn't post for these few days .
Busy on my school works and cca .
But during this tight schedule ,
something happen which I didn't expected the most .
It really made me lost all my ....
Seriously, my heart just broke into pieces.
He will not know how much pain I suffered when I heard him saying he doing something which really depressed me.
Especially this busy and stressful schedule.
I need him the most but he just...
Maybe I could just close one eye and let him do whatever he wants but I can't .
Maybe I just been too paranoid or smth but yesterday was the worst day ever.
Piles of homework waiting or me to accomplish . Plans draft are waiting for me to do . And this thing just ....
I seriously dunno what to do .
Crying is not the solution, but the thing I could do is to cry .
i seriously wish my tears could dried up now .
It just can't stop flowing whenever I think of him and that....
Prepare to see emo these few weeks or days.

What exactly is LOVE?

2011-01-03T20:17:00.002+08:00

HEYYO GUYS!

WOOO, is been a couples of weeks that i never update my blog.

HAHAHA , dying ._.

Any way ,

I also quite busy these few weeks or days or whatever.

Busy on Sec 1 orientation and my Red Cross Training Camp.

Is kinda sian for me cause i need to keep on going back to school.

But is kinda fun for me ! ^^

Especially the Sec 1 Orientation dry run .

For the Red Cross Training Camp ,

Damn strict .

Is kinda normal for us , cause got ZhiYuan sir .

But for me , i kept on been shouted by him, just because of ...

One word...

"YAH"

._. ''''

I just can't kick away this bad habit of saying,

"YAH"

But nevermind,

We still learned a lot of stuffs from him and other seniors.

Great , school reopen tomorrow ._.

Fast huh?

I didn't get to do what i want such as...

-Go to East Coast Beach by my own.

-Play Jubeat like crazy

-Sleep for the whole day

For me , this whole december holidays were like ,

Got one camp ,

after the camp ,

GOT another camp.

After camp ,

Go oversea.

After Oversea ,

Need to report to school.

Haiz..

But , tomorrow ,

I soo excited to see those Sec 1! :D

But i afraid they will like ,

Monkeys...Rats ..

That would be... OMG.

HAHA.

YAY , is 2011 .

A new year :D

I hope i could concentrate on my studies and cca and stuffs.

I hope i will not waste my time on some stupid stuffs such as ,

-Go to the park , and stare into blank space.

-Sit on the LRT for rounds.

-Too addicted on facebook :)

I heard that this year is the most busiest year ever.

Man , ._.

Any way , i also want to wished all the readers have a good year :D

Any way , I had an enjoyable New Year Countdown this year!

WOHO! :D

Went out with Weixuan , Belinda and Changzhi :D

Damn fun! HAHA :D

Reply Tags :D

@Belinda , Hey , i miss you too ;) And thanks! :D

@Xueying, YO! HAHA , Happy Belated New Year to you ! :D HAHA.

@Yingying, Taiwan was great! :D

@Siwen, Okay , Link you ASAP. :D And thanks! :D

台湾

2010-12-15T23:25:00.003+08:00

HEYYO :)
See the tittle up there? ⇈
Yeap! That the country that i recently visited :D
Taiwan ! :D
Kinda cool over there.
But one thing , COLD .
Need to wear more and more clothes each day.
From the first day when i stepped into Taiwan, i just worn a normal plain tee and jacket and it
turned into , I actually worn 4 clothing and plus a very thick jacket during the 4th day .
Like a faaat man.
HAHA.

Visited a lot places ,
Xiao Ren Guo , all the famous night markets , and the theme parks.
Damn fun.
All the rides , food and the fashion over there
Are AMAZING.
Although we had some incidents which we did not expected such as ..
-My mother's phone been stolen in the airport custom.
-My uncle went missing in one of the night market......

BUT , It doesn't stop our journey! :D

I saw Taipei 101 ,
Drank the BBT (Which is DAMMMN NICE)
Ate the chicken cutlet which is damn awesome
And lastly , saw my 2 little cute Taiwan cousins! :D
Woho , felt so great :D

I love the rides in all those theme park! :D
Especially the one of the roller coaster called ,
Mayan Adventure.
WOHO , 360 degree turn and the speed is soooooo fast that u can't even scream .
HAHA.
Another 2 rides are water rides called ,
Jumbo Wave and Carribean Splash.
The Jumbo wave , OMG .
The height of the ride is oookkay when u see it but when u experienced it...
mohahaha , you will scream like crazy because of the high speed and you will laugh like crazy because it will make ur whole body wet although you wear a raincoat.
LOL.
That why it called the Jumbo Wave . LOL
Carribean splash , is okay . Not soo fun compared to Jumbo Wave
But , iss soo funny because me and my cousins did the ride for like 3 rounds in one turn.
HAHA, and our hair is like damn wet after that . HAHA .

This are some of the pictures which i took from Taiwan :D

My beloved family.

Haha .

Recently , one of my senior had recommended me to listen one of her friend's radio station.

Is damn cool and sometime , it really made me laughed like crazy :D

It called , http://raddor.blogspot.com/ , Radio Doraemon.

Cool huh :D

Soo do support him :D

Oh yah , i was advised not to eat Big Breakfast .

You know why?

Cause Big Breakfast -> Small Breakfast .

Is just a waste of money i guess.

Kays , gonna reply tags already :D

@Xueying , Thanks , I really enjoyed the trip! :D

@Changzhi , LOL , Sky rocks okay :D Any way , i never buy you present . Dun sad . HAHA kidding :D

@Siwen , Paiseah ): I oversea ): I also miss you too when i was away . And i enjoyed my trip ! :D HAHA.

@Belinda, Thanks! :D And i enjoyed my trip! :D

@Weixuan , ENJOYED! :D

Whatever.

2010-12-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hey guys :)

Going to Taiwan soon .

HAPPY HAPPY! ^^

But ,

I will damn miss him de ):

Sad lah .

Any way , just cut my hair .

WOHO. :)

This time , the auntie cut the correct way which i ask her to cut for me :)

HAHA.

Not like the others , any how cut de :/

These few days , kinda addicted to one song called ,

At the Beginning.

Heard before in the Batam Training.

Damn meaningful .

Like me and him :)

Any way , kinda headache .

What to buy for my friends ?

Haiz :/

Gonna update my blog when i return back to Singapore.

And will post pictures de :)

Reply Tags! :D

@Xueying , THANKS :D HAHA , Sky rocks :D

@Yingying , HELLO :) Thanks arh ^^

@Weixuan , HAHA , Welcome :) Enjoy urself in Vietnam arh :)

@Belinda, HHAHA ! :D

Afraid.

2010-11-25T15:11:00.002+08:00

HEELLOO(:

Haiz.

Long time never chat with my friends liao ):

But while , these few weeks ,

Busy packing , camping and unpacking.

Haiz. Is like a routine ):

Tomorrow is my Redcross camp.

And right after that camp , i need to go back to malaysia.

After that , i will go straight to taiwen from there.

That would be... 3 weeks w/out communicating with my friends?

Oh no ):

Not again ):

After reading Weixuan's blog ,

decided to do the same thing as her. :)

SUPERMAN ♥

Hey , ILOVEYOU♥

Eh , i really don't know how to start as THERE ARE MANY THINGS I WANT TO SAY .

First , you really take good care of me .

Although we quarrels during times , we are still together.

Man . Our 9th month is coming

But at that time , i cannot celebrate with you.

Sorry . ): But we can have Belated Celebration right?

HAHA. Love you ♥

CHENWEIXUAN :)

HEY HEY! :D

I like from the chalet onwards ,

Never talk to you until today :D HAHA

Kinda sad that next year, we can't be classmates any more ):

I do really hope your appeal works :D

Although next year we can't classmate , we can still be BESTIE (:

Don't drift okays ;)

Love you (:

BELINDAENG :)

HEY HEY! :D

Long time never chat with you liao :D

Remember the times when we slacked until 5 pm plus during our exams period?

HAHA. :)

Any way , damn happy that next year we are classmate :D

HAHA. :)

See you next year then :)

Love yo (:

NGXINHUI! :)

HEYYO (:

You always made me laughed de! :D

HAHA.

And love that you always accompanied us during recess ! :D

HAHA.

Love yah :)

NGSIWEN :)

RED CROSS GIRL (:

HEHE .

Kinda sad that we cannot be in the same class again next year.

But still , we can communicate through redcross! :D

HAHA.

Love yah :)

KIMBERLYTOH :)

HEYYO (:

Remember the times when we went out jogging in the hazing weather?

HAHA. :)

We are like damn crazy . :D

HAHA.

And , WOHO that next year we can be classmate AGAIN (:

HAHA. Stay hyper okay (:

Love yah :)

CARINA :)

I think you will not pass by my blog

But , thanks buddy during the Batam camp :)

HAHA.

Wah , UIP le worh. HAHA.

Any way , see you in Redcross Camp :D

RARA2!

RAH RAH AH AH AH , ROMA ROMA MA . GAGA OHH LA LA WE ARE THE RARA2!

HAHA!

I will never forget how we dance and how we sing our cheer ! :D

Is a pity that we can only have fun during those 4 days but we can still organize outing :D

I love you guys alot :D

Okay , that all i want to say .

Man , i still missed those days .. :(

Reply Tags:)

@Belinda , THANKS :D

The second .

2010-11-21T19:58:00.002+08:00

HEYYO GUYS! (:

Just came back from the Legendary Camp.

One word. AWESOME.

Kays . Gonna summary what i had done during these 2 camps.

SL Batam Camp.

Firstly , is AWESOME MAN!

Although is most activities are indoor , but is fun! :D
Kinda close with some of our seniors.

Wey Han , Hui Yee and Kimberly (:

They rocks !

And i did knew something.

You know ernest , can DANCE HIP HOP.

I was shocked at that point of time .

Yah , imagine Ernest doing the helicopter?

OMG. It really shocked me.

But while , got one night , our trainer kept on scolding us .

AND SHE SCOLD MY HAIR. :/

Damn angry at that time.

She say me , she never think of herself that HOW MESSY HER HAIR WAS?

She got a BOMB hair and she scold my hair.

*****.

But while , i learnt how to be confidence , stand in a steady position and how to walk confidently .

Yah . HAHA . So now , presentation for me?

Will be damn easy for me :)

Any way ,

GO GO GO SINGATAM! YOU GUYS ROCKS! :D

The Legendary Leader Summit camp .

After the SL Batam , i went to another leadership camp.

Maybe two words to describe ,

TOTALLY AWESOME!! :D

Enjoyed there like crazy .

First day , kinda shy. HAHA.

I was assigned in a group which mixed with some other schools.

Mingtong also joined in.

Had a great time.

We call ourself the

RARA2!!!!

Got leaders from ,

Hwa Chong , Clementi Town.. etc.

At first , damn shy .

But then , when the day fly past .

We got closer and closer with each other.

So i started making friends :)

And got one night ,

we were sleeping and suddenly....

Our coaches started saying...

"WAKE UP , WAKE UP "*Using the pans and spoons*

Then we thought what happen so we went to to assemble.

Is was like 3 am in the morning and they expected us to wake up .

And we did the night walk.

DAMNN SCARY FOR ME LEH.

Like damn dark and alone sia ):

We went to the forest WITH OUR EYES BLIND FOLDED.

Can you imagine , walking in the forest blind folded?

I was like SUPER SUPER scared and plus i alone leh.

They asked us to hold the rope in order to get out of that forest.

So i went in, and you know what?

I banged my head in the tree real hard .

Damn pain sia , but nothing happen.

Yah , damn scary.

During our last night the gala night , we were like DAMN SUPER EXTREMELY HIGH.

It was like party . HAHA.

Man , i started to miss this camp already .

Seriously , i swear that

THIS IS THE BEST CAMP I EVER EXPERIENCED IN MY WHOLE LIFE.

Darrel , Kimberly , Mingtong , Jerome , Hanther , Yu Xiang , Rosmie , Farhana, Gladis and Zhu Cheng.

They are like my second family . Serious.

We kept on calling Kimberly as , " KIM JIE / KIM SAO"

And Yuxiang , Mingtong , Zhu Cheng , Hanther and Kimberly really made me laughed like crazy.

Told jokes and the retardness.

Man , i LOVE THEM .

Especially Darrel .

He is my HERO.

Help me picked up hair .

Yah , thanks brother.

"DARREL , GOT HAIRRRR!"

HAHA!

Any way ,

GOOOOOOOOOO, RARA 2! WOHOOO.

*Crying* Damn miss the times.

I hope that RARA2 can meet again! :D
Okay , this is a long post. HAHA

Reply Tags:
@Siwen : Haha , next time you will also have a lot of camp de :D

Huh? No lah , i at tht time at batam (:

@ShuYi: YAY . I heard from seniors too. I sooo gonna to have fun during the RCYC (:

@Belinda: WHIPS HAIR. HAHA! And thanks :D

@Weixuan:HAHA AWESOME CAMP! HAHA . VIETNAM. HAHA. :D

Heartbreaker

2010-11-06T11:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:

Man , kinda mad with the class with some matter.

But is okay with me now.

Had quarrel with my parents especially my mom with this matter.

But , still , they allowed me to go.

Haiz , i hope they wouldn't do this again.

Just realized something.

Alot of camps are up ahead of me!

Happy Happy :D

This is my camp schedule during the holidays.

SL Batam Camp : 13-17 Novemeber (4D3N)

Legendary Summit Camp : 18-21 November (4D3N)

Red Cross Unit Camp: 26-28 November (3D1N)

Red Cross Youth Challenge Camp: 17-20 December (4D3N)

Wow, I bet after all these camp , i will be mad tired ):

But , i am soooo excited about it! :D

And one good news to me too! :D

I am going to Taiwan during the december holidays!

Woho . Sooo excited .

I heard that , over there is supper cold .

I think is colder than Hong Kong :O

HAHA.

I going to buy their Bubble Tea when i first reach Taiwan! :D

Man , he is sick ):

Howhow?

I really hope he is alright ):

Replys tags.

@Weixuan : THANKS! :D

@Changzhi : HAHA ,BLUE ROCKS BUT YELLOW IS AWESOME :D

Just face the fact .

2010-10-28T23:03:00.004+08:00

HEYYO (:
Man , today is the finally day with 2E3. Sad.
Any way, not finally day , got class outing ! :D
HAHA. Can't wait (:

Today was fun , extremely fun! :D
Learned some Hip Hop today! :D
Cool huh.
At first , i still remember the steps , but in the performance , i can't ._.
But it was fun! Exercise for a while .

Went to eat lunch with Weixuan they all .
And after that , returned back to school.
Helped Siying to paint the wall .
And that Mango go shoot me ._.
Seriously , i want cut to her into pieces and enjoy my Mango Ice Kachang.
After that tiring and stressing 2 and 1/2 hours , we finally done that wall :D
HAHA .
Satisfaction. :D

Reply Tags,
@Belinda , THANKS! :D
@YingYing, HAHA , YAH! (Y)! Blue really rocks :D
@ShuYi, No problem and THANKS :D

Changed.

2010-10-26T21:38:00.005+08:00

HEYYO GUYS (:
Man , today a lot of things happen.
Actually not alot. HAHA
Went Gym early in the morning.
Saw Weixuan and Xinhui . :)
HAHA.
Saw Zhen Ke Ping (?) in the gym too!
Coolness :D
Went Mac.
Saw a lot of people sia.
Got Kimberly, Jiaying ....
Yah . HAHA
Went compass .
Slack for a while and after that .
Went to my grandma house and went back home.
Mad tired ):

Haiz , tomorrow is the day to determine i can go into a good class or a bad class.
Haiz , praying that i can go to E2 next year :)
Man , i gonna miss 2E3'10 ALOT.
2 more days with them .
I am treasuring it ;)

Garh, doing the reflection.
Haiz , dunno what to write ):

Gonna reply Tags (:

@Yingying: HELLO(: HAHA. Thanks and blue really rocks sometimes . (: HAHA.
@Siwen :HELLO(: Yah , let cheer up :)
@Weixuan: Thanks for the tags ! :D
@Belinda:Haha, thanks :D

This is crazy.

2010-10-22T18:51:00.003+08:00

HEYYO (:
ARGH ,
My mood is like WTH.
Everything pass except MATH ):
Fxck sia , ):
How to explain to my mother. >:
Currently , i am MAD TIRED.
But i cannot sleep .
My mom would scold me ):
GOSH ,

A lot of camps in November for me .
I like no mood go to RC camp,
prefer going to SL camp (:
Better :D

Went out with Kimberly and Jon recently .
Gymed(:
Fun but tiring :)
HAHA. I wish i can go again :D
HAHAHA.

Okay , someone in facebook post this ,
" I dun want to go to school tomorrow. FREAKING SCARED."
And someone commented : "Where's your balls?"
HAHAH. Freaking funny to me .
HAHA , that person tio OWNED (:

Be yourself ,

2010-10-20T14:34:00.000+08:00

HEYYO (:
Woah , kinda bored during the holiday :/
He is playing Dota right now? Bored huh .
Any way ,
Went out with him these few days :D
Fun :D
Ride Bike in Pasir Ris and slack around Sengkang .
Great memories (:
Good news ,
That bitch teacher of mine , IS GONE (:
YIPEE. (:

Inviting alot of people coming to this blog :D
Except that sucky bitch , BLEAH .
Any way she ruined my plan yesterday .
Stupid cowshit.
HAHA. LOLS.
OMG , CLASS OUTING :)
EXCITED (:
HAHA , kays i am lame . :D

I hate you bitch . You super extra kays ?
Not i want i to say you , you are just getting into my nerves.
Argh , get out of my life bitch .

So alone.

2010-10-16T16:04:00.000+08:00

Heyyo :D
EOY finally gone .
Freedom .
But i am worried about my results.
Grrr.

Went out yesterday
With , Belinda, Xinhui and Weixuan .
:D Watched Eat Pray Love .
Neck pain cause we sat in the front row .
But while , we enjoyed our self there :D
Went out and take pictures :D
HAHAHA.
Although we had alot of fun ,
we received a shocking news which made us like ):

G, has died .
Rest in peace . May you protect ur boyfriend and family .
They love you a lot .
I really felt very pity , why is her not the girl beside her?
She is so young, pure and innocent .
But while , this is the god decision .
May the god lead you the path , G.
RIP . ):

Heart pumping .

2010-09-21T22:11:00.001+08:00

HEYYO !
Private Blog ! :D
FINALLY .
Kays , i will nt blog these few weeks .
Just in case . (:
HAHA
Kays , i think my blog skin is ugly .
But is temporary only! :D
HAHA yah .
BYES .

First time

2010-09-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

HEY ,
This is my private blog .
All my complains , bullshit .
I gonna post here .
I think i only let some people to enter this blog ( If possible)
Heh .
The blogskin maybe a bit plain .
Cause i got no time to do that . (:
HAHA .