Hey, what up! :D
I didn't really what happen to me these few days.
There are a lot of overdue homework for me to do
And there a lot of exciting events coming up ^^
I don't know what really change me, but i think i had changed a lot. A lot.
I think is stress or whatever stuffs but if you compare current me and past me, a lot of differences were been made.
Like, i don't have the determination of studying and i getting more crazier. I mean the crazy was meant that i like didn't really follow the values i should be acting on and tends to get out of control.
I guess not only me realizes it, my follow friends and teachers should know it by now.
I tried to change occasionally but i just can't get back right on track.
I think i need more concentration on myself and really reflect on myself.
I really hope people around me can understand this cause i think these few days, i really did some stuffs which hurts some of my friends like breaking a promise.
That really hurts and i guess i am the one who is the troublemaker.
I also think that this kind of behavior of mine should stop and i should get down into business and really concentrate on my studies.
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I guess i should stop crapping now :P
But i just want to trash things out and make myself feel better :D
These few days, i had done quite a lot of stuff.
Like planning the Mentoring workshop with Xavier and Duncan.
Was really a good experience but i came late for the workshop and i know that i upset them a lot.
): Yeah, and i went for the NDP preview at 30 July!
Fun experience and finally, this is the only NDP performance i like the most compare to the others which i dun even know what going on :/
Saw Haslam and some of my juniors.
I was so damn proud of them ! ^^
Like so cool, imagine one of friend was in the national TV or national event.
It would be damn god awesome :D
Anyway, currently been tied down by FDC and NDP parade rehearsal.
Now, my only free time would be tuesday and common test is coming.
So, i need to study harder this time :D
Anyway, i had my new hairstyle.
Some people thinks is nice but some of them thinks is like damn funny and cool.
Hehe.
Today, a lot of people ask me
"Hey, why you cut your hair until like that?"
Quite a lot of reasons that i will cut like that,
1) I don't want my pony tail any more
It not that my pony tail is ugly or what but is kinda troublesome of me tidying a long hair because i kinda lazy to do that :P
2)Is not really comfortable.
The weather like hot nor cold, so my hair sometime will be like stick together which i hate it.
3) I want to change myself to be a better person
I hope after this haircut, i hope i can change to a better person and forget all my past i had.
Okay, after talking all these stuff.
I think i need to stop now.
Yeah, bye peeps. ^^
