Hey.
Okay this would be quick.
Right now,
My blood is boiling, my head hurts and worst, my ears are hurting.
Do you know why?
Because of the trust you gave me.
From the these few years of staying in this house,
I finally see your true color.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Choosing your own career path.
I bet everyone do have their own dream.
And we wants to make our dreams to reality.
For me,
I am always interested in Biomedical subjects.
Since young, i would put in extra effort in reading books related to Biomedical.
Everyone around me do know about this, even you.
So, i want to make it happen.
After my release of my O level results,
It is the time for me to choose a course that i like and passionate in it.
Definitively, i would choose Biomedical related courses (like durh)
Since i have passion to it, most of the people would agreed that i should take up these courses.
As you should know,
We need passion to starts everything.
So i was enrolled into Biomedical Engineering in Temasak Polytechnic.
I was so excited about it as this is a huge stepping stone to me of making my dream into reality.
But, always,t there would be some people objecting me to choose this.
As biomedical courses didn't provide a wide range of career opportunities and my cousin actually tasted this.
Though he is a University graduate, he has difficulty in finding jobs in Singapore.
This made my family, especially my mom, worried about my future.
She afraid that after i graduate, i would have difficulty in finding jobs too.
And worst,
She does not have FAITH AND TRUST in me, not at all.
Okay, because in order for me to enroll into a local Uni like NUS,
I need to get GPA as high as 3.8-4.0.
And it is hard for me to get such a result.
But, she feels that i can't.
She asked me to appeal to change course.
And she told me not to pick Biomedical Courses.
She is just crushing my dream. And sorry but Fuck you.
Don't talk about course and career right now.
Talk about the trust that we have right now.
People had say it,
"Parents always want the best for their children"
But
Do you they even think about their Children's opinion?
Do their kids like it if you do things in certain ways?
I know nowadays people said children are getting pampered and shyt.
BUT HELL NO.
Do their parents even listen? Do the parents know what their children wants? Do their kids like it?
I bet the parents don't even know.
How to build the trust when you don't even know these shyt from ur children?
They just feel what they do is always right.
Yes, sometimes kids like us do need them to guide us.
But, sometimes, don't you think they are overboard?
From guiding to forcing us to do things.
That is the perfect chance to destroy the relations between the children and parents.
When this relations is gone, just kiss good bye of us, listening to you.
Like my situation,
crushing your own daughter dreams is totally a fucked thing to do.
And,
A girl like me who always agrees on people and always say yes to people,
This time round,
A big fat NO from me.
I don't care already.
I am already aware of the consequences of choosing this path, but,
This is my future and please do
Let me mold it.
Let me be responsible for my own mistakes.
So, one request from me,
SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET LOST for now.
Now,
Who the fuck annoys me,
You will totally get it.
And who wants to talk to me about appealing,
HA.HA.HA.
Is pointless for you to do so.
Because i had already made up my mind.
And there is nothing you can do right now.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Just a slight note,
This is just my feelings and i am not against anyone.
I just want to express how i feel right now.
If you feel this is targeting you or anyway,
I apologize.
But do understand my stand right now.
Being, trapped in a hopeless world.
However,
I do believe that with my own efforts and some supports from my awesome friends,
I would be able to succeed.
Like what i did during my O level.
I would make her EAT back her own words
And able to fuck everyone in their face who thinks i can't do it.
I will succeed, and i believe i can.
